Clusters

These clusters of seizures, damn they are messing with my head, it's like my brain is misfiring every hour. one too many times, on record for today is seven seizures, emergency med has been taken but hasn't worked. Only two days ago I had 14 seizures in one day. I was an complete zombie the next day, there was no way I was going to work in that state. Having 14 seizures in one day is unheard of for me even if they are small. I already tried to stay at work and try push through it once and only affected my performance at work. The stigma of seizures these days is unreal, people don't believe me half the time just because I don't fall to the floor. My seizures aren't visible all internal, my seizures are simple partials, stress is a major trigger and work and personal life has played a part in that recently. I don't to let my epilepsy control me but these days it has taken an toll on me, I want to just try to work through it until the work day ends. My brain is saying no, my body is slowly shutting down. I have no energy. My body wants to go into hibernation. I can't do much. I feel helpless.